Hi Everybody!

[Raineyrocks]

I've been back since last week between Maryland and Mass!

We have been working hard on de-cluttering our house and anyone that helped us move in knows how hard that chore is.    

We have had the house on the market for a couple of months now and when/if it sells we are planning on moving down to southern NH, hopefully by June.  Rick would like to move to the Derry area, is that a good spot to become an active part of events? 

I have been doing alot of soul searching the past few months as to the reason we moved here and honestly I have had moments where I just felt like moving back to Maryland because I feel useless here due to my lack of participation with everything that I planned on participating in when we moved here and I also miss my family in Maryland terribly which led me into some pretty strong depression.   I remember before we moved here I had these plans of starting a group up this way and doing so much more; the one thing I didn't think of is that I didn't and still don't have a clue how to do that and I really need to become organized in my brain.

I have found the answers I need though and do not want to give up because I felt strong enough about fighting for our freedom to move up here with my family so I want to fight for it here in NH.  We've been going through alot of financial problems too which doesn't help and moving to a less expensive house and closer to Rick's job will help that alot.

  I can't wait to move closer, so I feel good now and am coming out of the depression mindset I was in.  I feel like I've wasted alot of time feeling sorry for myself and coming up with more excuses than solutions and I know moving closer is a solution.  I've also allowed myself to become so overwhelmed with my adult children's lives and problems that I have not been focusing on the things I want to; so I also realize now that I can't and don't want to try to solve all of their problems for them.  I love them and will be there for them always but not at the point that it makes me crazy and takes over my life anymore.

  I will be listing stuff we are getting rid of on the approriate thread in case anybody wants any of it.

Eerrr, this is embarrasing for me but I must address it:

We were in Concord yesterday, I saw Russell at a Chinese buffet parking lot and didn't say hello, I'm not sure who else was there but I wasn't trying to be ignorant.  Yeah, I was the dipshit in the blue car with my Ron Paul stickers, backing up parking for people.   Rick had an eye doctor appointment and we we're running late, I somehow ended up going the wrong way to get out of the parking lot and Rick was pissed at me for not listening to the way he told me to turn before I ended up in the wrong parking lot.   I became very nervous because he kept telling me how to drive, what I was doing wrong and I started feeling really confused because he was "directing" me so quickly.   I didn't mean to ignore anyone as I see on a forum thread there was a meeting there around the time we were leaving.   Rick and I got into an argument because he was rushing me because he hates how I'm always late for everything and I don't follow his confusing directions.     I even closed the window on my hand accidentally and it got stuck because I pushed the window control the wrong way, that's just how I get when I get nervous. 

I'm sorry if it all looked messed up and ignorant but I wasn't intentionally trying to be that way, anyone that knows me is aware that I can become confused easily even though I am not stupid, perhaps an "airhead" at times though.   

[Kat Kanning]

We wondered why you didn't come in to the buffet!

[Raineyrocks]

We wondered why you didn't come in to the buffet!

I didn't even see you but I guess you saw me, was I blocking up the parking lot as bad as Rick was saying I was?  I must have looked like an ass but I'm kind of used to that by now. 

[cathleeninnh]

It is a tight and awkward parking lot. I have also felt I was going the wrong way.

Let us know when moving day is.

Cathleen

[K. Darien Freeheart]

We were in Concord yesterday, I saw Russell at a Chinese buffet parking lot and didn't say hello, I'm not sure who else was there but I wasn't trying to be ignorant.

It was just Russell and Kat. And me. And about 40 other Free Staters.

[thinkliberty]

Rick would like to move to the Derry area, is that a good spot

I live in Derry, not a lot of activism here, but Manchester is really close, which has potential. If you know what kind of activism you want to do you could probably just ask and have a six to dozen people willing to help you, depending on the issue. Derry did have a 420 rally.

If you want activism there is no place like Keene.

[Raineyrocks]

It is a tight and awkward parking lot. I have also felt I was going the wrong way.

Let us know when moving day is.

Cathleen

Oh goody, I'm not the only one!       Are you sure you want me to tell you when moving day is? 

[Raineyrocks]

We were in Concord yesterday, I saw Russell at a Chinese buffet parking lot and didn't say hello, I'm not sure who else was there but I wasn't trying to be ignorant.

It was just Russell and Kat. And me. And about 40 other Free Staters.

Yikes, is that it?         I guess I give a whole new meaning to the word oblivious because I only saw Russell!

[K. Darien Freeheart]

Yikes, is that it?         I guess I give a whole new meaning to the word oblivious because I only saw Russell!

You were at Red Apple during the weekly gathering of Concord Porcupines. Additionally, a handful of activists had just protested outside of a Federal Building, which is why some of the Grafton gang was there, and also why Lauren and Jim were.

Additionally, there was the FIRST gathering of Northern Agorists, which is why I was there.

[Kat Kanning]

Yikes, is that it?         I guess I give a whole new meaning to the word oblivious because I only saw Russell!

Yeah, I only have eyes for Russell, too.

[Lloyd Danforth]

She's always bumping into stuff when Russell's around.

[Raineyrocks]

Rick would like to move to the Derry area, is that a good spot

I live in Derry, not a lot of activism here, but Manchester is really close, which has potential. If you know what kind of activism you want to do you could probably just ask and have a six to dozen people willing to help you, depending on the issue. Derry did have a 420 rally.

If you want activism there is no place like Keene.

I would prefer Keene but Derry is closer to where Rick works and as long as Manchester is close that's good, thanks!

[Raineyrocks]

Yikes, is that it?         I guess I give a whole new meaning to the word oblivious because I only saw Russell!

Yeah, I only have eyes for Russell, too.

That's sweet, but I guess I saw Russell because of the way I was trying to get out of the parking lot.