Broken hearts suck.

[Jim Johnson]

You could hire an entourage to go around with you.  You could let them know what you did or did not want to talk to people about.
Then you could just avoid the people your entourage was beating up.

Or... you could hand out some t-shirts that say, "Kate is pack'n heat... and she's pissed when people talk about her husband."

Cards?    

[Kat Kanning]

Uh-oh, I got the Jesus Johnson eyes-of-disapproval.

[Cyro]

I do not know. I was just going to warn guys that I cannot protect them from the wrath of Beth. She was Sapphire a little while ago.

Yeah, she was a little harsh with that Out of his Mind guy, who I thought took her jabs pretty good naturedly. But I like her. She is spunky.

The Names "Out Of Your Mind." Think about it for a while.

[FTL_Ian]

Last night at Taproom was a good pick-me-up though. I really need to get out more. I'll see about making it to Social Sunday.

You definitely should; it's been too long!

[porcupine kate]

Getting out and seeing people really does help.  It is the biggest thing helping get through the loneliness.  It is killing me.  I'm so not used to being single I don't know what to do with myself.  I know I shouldn't even begin to start thinking about dating until I can at least not dread coming home to an empty house.

[MaineShark]

I know I shouldn't even begin to start thinking about dating until I can at least not dread coming home to an empty house.

Very sound decision, in my opinion.

Joe

[FTL_Ian]

Getting out and seeing people really does help.  It is the biggest thing helping get through the loneliness.  It is killing me.  I'm so not used to being single I don't know what to do with myself.  I know I shouldn't even begin to start thinking about dating until I can at least not dread coming home to an empty house.

Got a dog or cat?

[Kat Kanning]

Before I got Russell, I was contemplating getting a Newfoundland....to keep me warm at night.

[Pat K]

Before I got Russell, I was contemplating getting a Newfoundland....to keep me warm at night.

Newfoundlands are so cool!!

Um not that Russell isn't.

Ah and not that I am comparing Russell to a dog, you know I mean
either one will keep ya warm, but Russell is a better choice.
Ah not that you got him just to keep warm-um I seem to be
channeling Mr. Bold and Spicey here. I will just go.

[porcupine kate]

Getting out and seeing people really does help.  It is the biggest thing helping get through the loneliness.  It is killing me.  I'm so not used to being single I don't know what to do with myself.  I know I shouldn't even begin to start thinking about dating until I can at least not dread coming home to an empty house.

Got a dog or cat?

No and lease won't let me have one. I
'm moving in July and where I'm going has a dog that likes me and a cat that doesn't know me.

[FTL_Ian]

   July will be here before you know it! 

[porcupine kate]

I know I'm really looking forward to moving. 

I've got to get every thing ready for Porc Fest first then start packing. 

[porcupine kate]

I'm still not over him yet.  My coworker was telling me I'm still in denial over how much of an asshole Bill was to me.  She is right about that.  I shouldn't worry or feel sorry for Bill because other people are unhappy with what he has done to me and what he has done with his life since.  I hate the fact that I do miss him.  I saw him the other night and we had a very normal conversation and it was weird.  I don't know how to explain it.  I didn't want him to go away and I didn't want to stop talking to him but I was starting to build this sense of resentment at the same time.

It is also weird not knowing what he is doing.  I get snippets from people and I'm thinking why didn't he tell me that.  Of course he doesn't need to tell me anything.  He dumped me and I shouldn't want anything to do with him.   I shouldn't care or want to know what he is doing.  It bothers me that it is such an old habit to assume I should know what he is doing.  I know I need to let him go and I'm doing that but sometimes it sneaks up on me that I still care for the jerk.

(Think big loud whine)
WHEN WILL I GET OVER THIS!

[FTL_Ian]

Sooner, rather than later.

Decide what it is you want, and move towards that.  Before you know it, you'll be so focused on your future, you'll no longer notice the past.

[John]

Came across these quotes yesterday:

"I saw sorrow turning into clarity."   -  Yoko Ono
&
"There is no comming to heaven with dry eyes."  -  Thomas Fuller